Need advice I'm a man that is very happy in my relationship with a woman but I keep having the urge...

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Need advice I'm a man that is very happy in my relationship with a woman but I keep having the urge to relive being assaulted

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For context I have a hetero relationship with my fiance we have been together for 6 years now. When I was 19 I was brutally assaulted by a group of men and molested when I was younger. I keep on fantasizing about going through the thrill of that again. I know it's wrong and I feel sick even thinking of seeking it out but the desire is there. Idk how to even bring this up to fiancé or if I can even get past this. I consider myself straight and want nothing to do with men sexually other than this super sick desire. Idk what to do. I feel so ashamed of myself constantly. Please help I feel broken.

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