because of this 2 whole years of quarantine i was put into homeschool for a more cheaper alternative than university and it made cheating so much fucking easier

what the fuck is the point of studying if i can just google shit right? well because of that shit i got so fucking lazy and decided to cheat through every single thing and i literally didn’t put any effort in because what the fuck is there to put into? all i do is read a page and answer questions that the test maker themselves just copy pasted from the page that i read

now im used to doing nothing and nothing has stimulated my brain for the past 2 years and i break from the smallest amount of stress

math, which is what i was really good at before covid, i now fucking suck at and i can’t even look at a page of it without my head hurting

it’s so fucking easy to exit out tests and just go to calculator or google stuff instead of being forced to actually use your brain

i know i did this to myself and my own laziness fucked me over but when the easy option is just TWO CLICKS AWAY then it’s really fucking hard not to just do it

I FUCKING HATE THIS I WISH IM BACK IN SCHOOL OR ELSE THIS SHIT WILL JEOPARDIZE MY FUTURE CAREER