Today I considered getting a divorce. Not because i dont love you but because i get so frustrated with you. You hate being wrong and you blame everything on other people. You lack the sense of self responsibility. You get irritated and angry at me when i agree with other people or I dont play along with your blame game. You do things without telling me like i am not your wife. You demand attention when I am busy and sulk when I dont give it to you. In the past .. i waited around for you and you were content with that but now that i decided I could be better and do better by myself you demand more attention. Do you not like me bettering myself? Dear husband, i would love to only focus on supporting you but blindly following you will not lead us anywhere we would like to go. You strug off my concerns and hide away when you realize I am right. You don't like for me to be right. When you realize you are wrong you go oh well and strug off my concerns. You trigger me. I feel intense anger because of your pride. I feel isolated because of your irritation. As your wife why would i watch you run into a glass door over and over again. You want to be so great but you dont want to be told you are wrong. The greatest people weren't born great. As someone who goes to therapy to better herself you aren't doing anything to do the same. You live life like I am a background character when i should be stand in the foreground with you. I have identified my triggers and i am and battling them but if i tell you to pull over or please stop talking to me and you ignore and continue the behavior that made me want to leave the situation in the first place... Then i become the crazy person. It's like if you are wrong alot you need to see my weak side to make yourself feel better. You need to see me crying and angry and yelling before you are satisfied. That is shitty. I won't divorce you just yet but i damn sure will never let you see me cry again. I damn sure wont rely on you again. And i damn sure wont play these games anymore. You see how far you go while you surrounded by all your bad choices and play around who dont care if you succeed or not. Then tell me emotionally unbalanced or you: who will be more successful.