Its been 6 years , since we parted our ways .......I used to follow her on and off on insta , like she used to unfollow me sometimes and request or we just kept away from each other all the time.

While we were following each other She send me a meme one day , to which I didnt reply .An year later , she replied to my note on insta , I 💕 the message and brushed it off . I didnt wanna start talking and create any drama.

After a few weeks , I see that she has unfollowed me and removed me from her followers but requested me again 💀 2 weeks later , I removed that request.

Now an year later she has REQUESTED ME AGAIN ??

But the thing is I'm not over her yet , and I feel like I probably might NEVER , maybe cuz its my first love. I think about her now and then , sometimes everyday. But Im ok with it , Im just gonna be like "oh she is probably happy somewhere living a good life"

I miss her so much but I DONT WANT HER BACK and I stand by it. But I also feel like accepting her request and following e/o BUT SEEING HER STORIES/POSTS R GONNA RUIN MY DAY.

WHAT DO I DO ?