I am tired of my autoimmune condition. I am tired of peoples opinions. “You would look so hot if you lost weight, you would look so cute” man.. its not even about superficial comments its the comments about people who go to gym.. “you should walk 20000 steps” yea i am like great- but what to do about my knee pain coz of accident? “Uh its probably nothing!” Nothing for sh^t its nothing!

I dont mean that all gym goers say this, but mostly do.

Yes I want to be fit so I can live peacefully within my body. I live alone and I do my errands alone. I only wish I could explain people - its not so easy.

I recently found that I have Hashimotos and doc has prescribed metamorfin along with other meds. I have to even stay gluten and dairy free for a month, as per my doctor. Its not fun. As I am dealing with hypothyroidism for last 19 years and its a challenge to live in my inflamed body at times. Yet I do everything a normal woman does in her 30s .. i dont partake in olympics or even any free sport form.

I am just tired to voice out my condition to each person. It especially gets worse when I try to chat to any new person. I m starting to lose my cool.

I am just disappointed in people. Just a rant… i just wanted to vent