so, i was already pretty fine with dying, but now im extra fine with it more than ever. i want to create, i want to voice, i want to illustrate and animate. but AI is slowly destroying what little dream i had to begin with on becoming a creator. no one will hire me, and even when i think of other jobs, they’re being taken by AI as well.

why are they taking away the humanity from humanity? why are they making AI do all the fun things like creative jobs and poetry while i as a human am forced to slave away at a retail job i was told was gonna be replaced by AI instead of what it’s actually replacing? why aren’t they making AI do the shit we don’t want to do instead of what we want to?

there’s no point in living then if i can’t make a living doing the only things i enjoy doing. i want to create art (no, not the money laundering fine art stuff, i want to make graphic novel covers and animated media and voice act in them), but AI is taking that away from me. i already suck with motivation, and now i have a guaranteed zero chance.

i’m tired and i just honestly don’t want to live. i already had zero hopes for my own future as it is, and this is just making it worse.