So, a month ago, I was laid off from a job in the tech sector. A place I had been 2 years, working my ass off towards a promotion... And because of terrible decisions at the top, 100 of us had to be let go.

Fast forward 2 weeks and I took a job because I needed to have the medical insurance. I hate the job. I am treated like shit by almost everyone there, and the pay is less than half of what I was making. I should have waited and taken the unemployment, but no. I had the urge to work so I grabbed the first thing I could get in the area.

And now... The top of the fucking shit cake I have been eating... My girlfriend broke up with me this morning. I fucked up... I thought I was a good partner but I recognize the flaws I have and what she brought up. It kills me a bit. This is the third time over 12 years that we tried. I thought we'd make it this time. We've both grown and what not, but here we are.

Moved across the country last year to start a life with my dream girl. Had a good job that paid me really well. Was on my way towards home ownership, having a family and all the good things we each hope for... And in the span of 30 days, I have lost all of it.

I hate my life and I don't know what I am supposed to do now.

Thanks for listening.