Why can't I be like others lazy content and soft. The offer of a sugar mama from every female type, I just can't be a child I'm not the type of person to be taken care of I'm a care giver. I take care of those around me. It's in my blood not to accept free or charity...... but after 2 vehicles, over taxed, and over worked I'm really feeling the divine path and my God it's brutal. I live for working, love my jobs. And love to build anything with my hands. Haven't stopped working since 13yr old don't take any holidays haven't had a birthday party or been on vacation he'll I'm almost 30 and never even stuck my toes in the sand..... I just want a break I swear to God I may not come back from vacation, seriously what's there to come back too a failed government, broken society, over taxed working class, give me a beach and a tree I'll live free.