I don't know if maybe it's because I have undiagnosed Adhd, which doesn't make sense because I'm always tired, but the fact that to do *one* thing you have to do a thousand things drives me nuts and makes me not wanna do anything.

Like today I was like "I'm gonna bake a cake! Now I expected the usual "gather ingredients, get supplies, make cake, clean supplies put ingredients away. but instead it's

-hunt down ingredients, , my ginger has been moved, Why can't I find the cinnamon, Okay who decided to put the butter in the freezer.

gather supplies, "Okay heres my measuring cups, Now my stand mix is missing the mixer part, I don't know why because I'm the only one that bakes, Oh, it's with the toys my neice plays with, cool cool, Rewash it up, bowl, pan.. why is the garbage bag *in front of the oven* I swear I literally just took that out.

I haven't eaten anything, My mother has eaten a peanut butter sandwich, dishes were done yesterday, why are they full? whatever, clear out the sink, assemble cake.

cake pan in oven, run around cleaning up the mess, wonder how the floor got so fucking gross, then spend three hours hunting for a mop.

Like, I just wanted cake, man.