There are few people who understand what its like when I discuss my nparents. My sister was able to move out when she was 18 with her boyfriend, yet I'm still living with them because I'm severely chronically ill and keep getting more and more diagnoses, I'm up to my 11th and 12th as we speak.

She asked me that I don't discuss what they do with her, which I understand is a part of her healing so I haven't, but recently I went through a breakup because I had this awful mental health episode and wasn't able to explain why I acted the way I did, because of how afraid I was to be at home so much (not going to his house anymore made me feel scared and I ruined everything somehow)

Im sitting in my office because I work from home and I'm just sobbing. Nobody understands how hard it is to be here. I just don't know how to keep going its so hard.