I woke up one hour ago from a nightmare involving my parents. I was at home with them when my father went through my garbage to find the receipt from a store in the country I live now (because of my studies) and scolded me for buying stuff that isn't the most healthiest and that I will be fat etc. The thing is he would do it for yogurts, cheese etc, not for more obvious unhealthy food. Basically only fruits, vegetables and certain types of meat (chicken, turkey) were allowed, which was the case in real life. This happened irl for the past few years. At home, my parents would have found that I ate certain stuff and would scold me. Last year, when I came home after one year, they told me they were shocked to see that I gained weight, that nobody would ever like me. Funny story, I am in a wonderful relationship right now. When I woke up, I was crying and then I hugged my boyfriend. I appreciate him a lot. He lets me eat whatever I want, whenever I want. Whereas my father tells me I should eat half of what a guy is eating because I am a girl.