Background: NFamily refuses to believe I'm disabled despite me being approved for disability, having many specialists say it, and live a not normal life. I finally hired a caregiver team paid by the county to aide me. NFamily hated that it validates me being disabled.

So, I interviewed my new team on Tuesday and Thursday they started their 8 hour shift including taking me to an appt, cooking prepared meals, cleaning my room and bathroom, and doing laundry.

I left for literally 10 minutes to run to the Laundromat to grab my stuff from the dryer and in that time NMom made an appearance in which she began to yell at them and question why they were there. My NF knows I was approved for caregivers. They knew I'd be hiring someone to replace my best friend who has been helping me while I looked. Anyways, they really interrogated them as to why they were looking through our kitchen cabinets (while preparing my meals) and made remarks about things being stolen (like what? A spatula?) They felt so uncomfortable that they ended up going home and making one meal because my grandmother couldn't leave the area while making it as uncomfortable as possible. She even told Christina while she was washing the dishes that "SHE was the one to wash dishes in this house" (a complete lie. They badger and demean me for not washing my dishes).

It really shows how fucking pathetic and petty they are. They don't want to help me and refused to even get 911 for me when I woke up blind for goodness sakes, but they hate the idea of other people helping me too.

For the first time, I am not worried about taking 3 days to clean and cook. I am not going hungry. I am not hurting myself to survive in the hostile environment. I have Time to spare? Like leisure time? I feel compelled to fill the time but I'm like, shocked. I'm shocked at it all.