Hi,

So few years ago my nparents almost sent me to the hospital thinking I was mental for wanting a very short haircut (I'm a girl) Since then, Everytime I wanna cut my hair either we fight big time or I just let my mom chose for me without saying a word.

Now I live in a foreign country and it's been a year I didn't see them thanks to covid. So i wanted a new haircut and got a bit too excited and got a reeelly short haircut like my brother has longer hair than I. And it's really not gonna be okay when my parents see it, especially my dad. He's gonna freak out. Thankfully I'm still alone but they're coming in February and I don't know what kind of really messed up punishment they're getting me.

When i used to live with them they'd lock me up at home, couldn't go out or do anything really. But now I don't know what kind of shit they may be on 'cause after all i depend on them for money and house.

They don't let me work and I don't feel much ready to go no contact right now. Maybe I should, but I feel it'd be way too much of an effort and pain to go through and I kinda wanna wait still.

Comfort me please I feel like super bad

I wanted the new haircut to feel good about myself and feel more confident but I actually wanna lock myself up and disappear.

(Ps: the b*tch messed up the haircut and I didn't even get the confidence and shit xd)