Vant Plus asking for your opinions and advice:

I'm turning 20 in less than a month, she treats me like I'm 5. I have a job, and such but no privacy and respect in this house. She treats me like shit and brings up my father's family and tell me how I'm like them. She's just manipulative and abusive and I don't know if I can escape tbh. I just want to live and I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out because she asked my to call me uncle for help on one of the projects I'm doing for work but I told her I'm fine and she started screaming and saying things like you can't do anything by yourself, you're just like your father and uncles. Now I know she'll come later saying, "oh I'm sorry I don't want to let you go, you're all I have and you're the only one I have in this world" and then she blames everything on me when I just want to be treated like an adult and manage my life my way. I could go on but you can imagine how shitty life is and I just can't take it anymore so here I am.

I've tried escaping before but last time I was physically abused and I'm afraid to do anything again now but I can't stand her, she's getting on my nerves and I don't have any idea what to do.