I am not ok.

I have a complicated relationship with my mom and grandma (my only living relatives I speak to). I've done shopping and errands for them through the quarantine. I've explained to my grandma that I dont mind running errands for her but I cant come everyday.Fast forward to yesterday. She calls me hysterical because she knocked her slipper under the bed and wants me to come get it. She also needs something mailed even though I was just there yesterday and explained to her that I cant come every day.I tell her to just grab another pair of slippers and I would get it for her next time. This is a woman with a lot of shoes, but she needs those slippers. And they're regular slippers, not anything special about them.

So I call my mom to talk to her to try to calm her down.Cause I get it, she has anxiety. Her anxiety has shaped my whole life, I cant be around it anymore cause it makes me physically sick. When my mom calls, my grandma proceeded to tell her no one cares, shes all alone, wants to die, etc.She also made a point to ask my mom why my partner said I love you to her. And that's when I lost it. I resent having to help her already because shes cruel and has been my entire life. And now because we wont grab a slipper we dont care?

I'm so mad about the whole thing.