At the end of January by his year my mom passed away. She’s honestly had a hard life. She had just turned 48 years old. Her parents were narcissistic and always told me how it was bad and that she didn’t want to treat us like that. There were a few rough times that was it. My mom has been living with chronic pain since mid 2000s around the crack of the pill mills. In those times my mom has her meds and lives her normal life and maybe one or 2 days of the month she had bad days. Near the end she’s go through her medicine quicker and have longer stretches of bad pain. Finally my mom has enough and started heroin. Then my dad lost his job. Dad collected his retirement and things were ok for a while. Then the money ran out. Then was asked for money. Hey can I borrow 200 can I borrow 200 etc. I couldn’t say no. There were times my mom would pull the whole look at what me and your dad did etc and be really mean about it. There was no no. I moved out with my ex and was expected to lie about it. I was still asked. The last 7 months were bad. My parents could have lost the house my dad had a job mom had to quite from pain. There was a point my mom again pulled lookat all we’ve done for you card. I had no money to myself for months. Between the drinking the meds and all her drama it was as if she was a narcissist. Her last 2 days were the best days ever. Her death was not seen coming at that moment. There is a relief and things are slowly getting better.

Thank you.