So I've pretty recently figured out that my mom is a narc... I've been reading through threads on here and seeing so many similarities with my own life, although I've always thought "I didn't have it bad" because there have been times when I've genuinely felt loved and at least I haven't been disowned or something (though I may be close to it the way my mom talks.) I'm in college but I live at home. I could probably move out at some point (I think I have the money for it), but I know my mom would guilt me into staying, even though she thinks I can't do anything right and will never be a functioning adult. Maybe that's partly because she never taught me the skills an ADULT needs and I'm too anxious to figure things out on my own. Not to mention, it's hard to have the energy to do so sometimes when I have to spend so much of it taking care of myself so I don't cave and hurt myself. She said some really awful stuff to me this morning so I finally gave in and made an account here to vent. I feel so depressed and I wish I had never been born. :(