So about a month ago, my brother's car got fucked and since then, me and my brother have to walk to the gas station up the road which takes 20 minutes. I planned on leaving around a week after I turned 18(on 8/24/2024), but I haven't been able to talk to my friend's parents much about the moving in there thing. Since his dad is possibly not working during the week, I'm gonna try to come over and talk to him about it. I'm just tired of mom playing victim and guilt tripping everybody to get her way, mamaw constantly defends her just because "we have to keep in mind that she has BPD." She even calls other people narcs and don't really acknowledge her own behaviors. She has had guys hit her because she wouldn't let them leave, I got angry about her being hit but eventually I started to see why they would hit her or try to leave(again I don't tolerate anyone being hit). I'm just tired of still having to deal with my mother bitching about every little detail the nanosecond she gets home or makes bunch of racket during the morning. I'm gonna figure something out hopefully and get the fuck out(pardon my constant swearing btw). And for those still having to endure a Nparents shit or even trying to leave, you all got this, I believe in you all and we are stronger than what we see or show.