I am not coping this summer. I've been super sick for a full month(Viral and bacterial pneumonia, bronchitis and pericarditis). My mother is dead and my NDad(67m) became an alcoholic narcissist who chose to give everything to my NBrother who physically and emotionally abused me for years and moved away leaving me with both parents to care for. Ndad replaced me with a 28yr old lesbian with a narcotic addiction he met at work(6 months after my mother died). He eventually fell for her and though she shoots him down repeatedly he is giving her the world trying to make her love him because in his words(and I gag repeating them)"she's only a lesbian because she doesn't know how a real man treats a woman". Like paid her bills, groceries, took her on the dream "family" vacation we planned for years instead of me. He lied to me a few weeks ago saying he was getting clean and wasn't in contact with her, said he wanted to reconcile and wanted time with my kids etc. He texted me last week saying I had 2 weeks to get my stuff out of the family home so my brother could take it over and I informed him of my illness and how my Dr has me basically on bedrest to recover. He stopped talking. Well we noticed his truck gone and this woman's car in his drive way. Turns out she has his truck now and he has her junker and has been looking after her because she has headaches. He has known I have been in and out of the hospital repeatedly and not checked in or anything. We live 1km apart. He's the only family I have within a 2000km radius. He knows, I have no one. I am breaking, I am pissed off. I gave up every dream I had to remain in this armpit of a town, cared for my mother in that house until she died, cared for him until his alcoholic rage got to be too much for me. Especially his suicide threats because the woman for work didn't want him, so he had nothing to live for not even myself or his grandkids. I'm in intensive therapy, but feel like I am barely holding on right now. They say it takes a village... what do you do when there's no village?