At this point, I might as well learn how to submit to absolutely everything. Let them yell at me, let someone beat on me, let them emotionally abuse me, and let them have mom eventually yeet herself out of existence because of her habits. All they want to do is make me learn how to become emotionless, I haven't even been able to cry in about a month because of all of what I endure. And all they tell me is, "our house, our rules. Stay out of it." But how am I supposed to stay out of shit if that's all I'm hearing constantly for months and months and months on end? Tell me that. I'm literally about to relapse if it keeps on, I've been off shit for about 2 and a half months.