I (M26) am the eldest of 4 siblings, I don't know why but my mother treats me badly for no reason. I can't get why she really hates me.

I've come up with a few possible reasons.

• I'm not as smart as my younger brother so maybe she thinks that I'm dumb and not enough worthy of love. However, I believe that I just look that way. I've my own strengths and I'm a better son of all.
• I'm currently reliant on her as I quit my job for some reason. So, maybe she hates me because she has to pay for me.
• She's stressed and she wants someone to cope with and I'm the easiest target.
• According to her, she wants the best for me and she really loves me but the way she treats me is really affecting me.

I've a kind of mindset that I take responsibility for everything and don't like to blame others no matter what. However, I'm tired of this and leaving my home today. Please help me figure out why she does this way so I can navigate my relationship with her better