Anyone else ever feel like this? I've been talking about it in therapy a lot lately. I have all these memories as a kid all the way up to my mid twenties (when I went no contact) of my mom being incredibly inappropriate with me like talking about things that parents shouldn't talk about with their kids. It made me cringe then and it still makes me feel gross now. When my now wife met my family she told me she felt like she was having to compete with my mom and that it felt like dealing with a jealous ex. I had similar feelings for most of my life so to be validated in those feeling after repeatedly being gaslighted anytime i brought it up to my mom. Even after all these years it stilk makes me so mad and makes me feel so gross. Anyone else have similar experiences?