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Ever since I moved to Europe I felt like I couldnt fit in, like there was something wrong with me. I felt inferior, worse, worthless, and I never understood why. It wasnt until the first time a white guy fucked and abused me that I understood. It wasnt that I feel inferior, I am inferior. That again took a while to accept, but nowadays I know my place. I know that my duty is to please white men and women. And I know that they can have normal, or even kinky sex with each other, so my place is to be there for what they wouldnt do to each other.
Real abuse, toxicity, insults, humiliation. Any fucked up fantasy, I exist to fulfil it. I know I am worthless if I dont serve and please white people, and even if I do, I am still inferior and subhuman. Even if I hate it, even if I hate being reduced to my light brown skin or my muslim heritage, if that is what gets a white man off, I submit. If he wants me to be his toilet, swallow his piss and eat his shit, I do it, even if it disgusts me. If he wants me to be his maid, I do his housework and chores, and make his life as easy as possible.
The problem with society nowadays is that you cannot show this outright. I cant, and those white people who know the truth cant show their desire either or they'd be shunned. So here I am, looking to be here for anyone who is tired of holding back, who just wants to let it out and hurt and abuse me.
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