I've had a domme for 6 months who was white and asian, and she loved degrading me and making me feel depressed. I was fat at the time, and sometimes we would bounce our fantasies off of each other, a lot of which I was the piggy in her fantasies. Maybe I'd be eating junk food as a distraction, like eating wings with a lot of sauce while not using my hands so my face is all messy while she pegs me. She always found it hot when my face would get messy. I... came in a tub of ice cream, and then licked it up with no hands and a messy face for her because she liked it.

My ex, my first and only ever girlfriend thus far, was asian and latina. She liked me telling her how much I liked her Asian eyes and how much I wanted to rape her. She liked having me be daddy, although she was mommy a couple of times too. A lot of fucked up and creepy fantasies were shared too. The thing that first got her really interested though? I was white. I'm not sure what to make of that, but I don't think anyone is. It's like there's a weird breach of sensitivity for us having a racial attraction or even preference, and yet, is there really any harm?

My crush at college was black and asian. She had a boyfriend, but I fell for her because she listened to me and I was too much of a virgin to not fall for the first woman that gave me any kind of emotional comfort. Yet, I still thought about raping her as well lol. Similar cnc fantasies with my ex, but I wanted to cover her mouth and lean over her on the bed while she's crying. I'd like to slowly undress her and lick her tears just to be... weird and extra I guess. Or even if I didn't have sex with her, I wouldn't care. I just wanted to see her wrists wrapped under mine. Maybe see what color her panties were or feel the smooth stomach she liked to show off. I've heard her cry before, and I wanted her to cuddle with me after it was done as aftercare. Maybe in another fantasy she could be mommy. Or maybe she could show me all the asian food she likes like she did one time. She taught me how to use chopsticks, and her laugh and smile and... something else were adorable. It's like she talked deep to sound like an adult, but I think she'd look cuter if she treated me like her daddy with her wrapped around my arm.

Idk what you're going to get from this post, but I hope it's that I love a lot of different types of women lol. I'm sorry if this is a boring post, I wasn't sure what to put. Anyways... Feel free to send a chat :)