19f (close to 20), i need to get out of my house, out of my head, i really just need to get away from everything right now. i’m not at all sexual but i really just need to share the bed with someone. i crave intimacy, not sex. i want to be held and fall asleep in someone’s arms. i’ve been going to bed at 4am every night/morning and i think i might just need someone beside me to feel safe enough to fall asleep. i posted on here before about drinking with someone and that probably wouldn’t be best for me, that was when i was feeling impulsive and is not the usual state of mind i’m in, i would just like to be close to someone. not even in a romantic relationship kind of way, just in a mutual-satisfying our need for human connection sort of thing. maybe we could be friends, get take out, visit a tea shop, lay in a park, maybe if i stay the night i can make us french toast or we could go somewhere for coffee, have long conversations about fields we’re interested in or whatever you’re passionate about. i don’t want to be sexualized or sought after, i just want emotional intimacy.