I think I've written and rewritten this post a dozen times (and even posted it here, only to delete it a few weeks later) but I feel I just *need* to write this and get it out in the world, you know? And maybe I'll get anxious and chicken-shit and take it down eventually, but I've got a hard-on that won't quit right now just typing these words, so, here goes.

I'm a straight guy, always thought of myself as such. Love women, everything about them. But there is just something about a rock-hard cut cock, you know? It's likely from all the porn I was exposed to as a teen, or rather the porn I exposed myself to (because no one was forcing it on me, you know, even if the internet made it rather impossible NOT to look). Or maybe in the end, we're all a little bit flexible in our sexuality, which is a truth that I've increasingly come to accept. Either way, ever since high school, I've been finding myself just as attracted to tits, pussy and cock. But really nothing else about a guy. Mostly. Maybe a nice chest is good, and I can appreciate a handsome face as well, but if you've got a nice cock, you're in.

Any way, my story is likely typical to those who frequent this community. All my relationships have been with women. Never gone on a date with a man. All my major sexual milestones were experienced with women. But I've also dipped my toe in other areas. And after a lot of experiences both good, bad and in-between over the years -- both while I was in straight relationships and during breaks between girlfriends -- one thing I've come to realize is I just want a solid, steady jerk bud. So here's my ideal guy, who I still haven't found. But maybe writing this will help. Or at least give you, the reader, a nice hard-on and jerking material.

I want to be able to find a guy who also identifies as straight, around my age (late 30s) but really I'm flexible. I want someone with life experience, who has experimented and tested their limits and preferences. I want to meet up with them in a public place first, get to know their vibe, maybe have a beer and just talk a little life shit before getting into the good stuff.

Then we go back to their place (always their place; I've hosted before, which I found dreadfully anxiety-inducing, but I definitely can't host now, if you can read between the lines). He throws on some porn -- I'm openminded and have wide tastes, but nothing gets me going quicker than some school girls, MILFs, gangbangs, blowbangs, cheerleaders. If you know the Nikki Rhodes/Faye Regan Brazzers schoolgirls scene, I think we're already best friends.

So, we throw on some porn. We sit down on the couch or bed. We start to get hard. We start to talk about our own experiences. Our own crushes. Porn stars we like. Celebs. IRL girls, we can trade pics of social-media and TikTok sluts. We can share fantasies. Stuff we have never told anyone else. Stuff that might be a little ... extreme. To some, at least. We notice we're hard. We take off our clothes. We start to touch ourselves. You'll see my 7.5 cut cock is rock hard, and leaking a lot of precum. Because that's how I do it. Lots of precum, to lube up my cock.

We start to jerk. Slow at first, then faster. Maybe we're getting sweaty. And we're dirty-talking each other the whole way through. Maybe instructing each other. Or encouraging. Or grunting. Moaning. And then we're close. But we want to go further. Maybe we touch each other. Maybe we get closer to each other, to feel our breath on each other's necks as we grasp each other's cocks. Maybe we even go a little further. Just a little taste. A lick. A flick of the tongue. A little more. ... Do we touch each other's nipples just a bit? Maybe we do.

And just as soon as it began, it's over. Ropes and ropes of cum. So much relief. And then some small talk, hopefully not too awkward, and we clean ourselves up. And promise to meet again. And again. Is this what you have in mind? Maybe. Maybe we can talk more. I hope so.