What I'm looking for is envisioned in the following:

He had always been a giver—loyal, attentive, and endlessly devoted. But deep within him lay a truth he had only recently begun to embrace: the desire to see the woman he loved thrive in her freedom, even if it meant stepping aside to let her share that freedom with others. For him, it wasn’t just about love—it was about sacrifice, about finding joy in her pleasure, no matter how unconventional it seemed to the outside world.

He imagined a relationship built on trust and honesty, where his role as a supportive partner would align with her desires for excitement and exploration. He would shower her with affection, handle her needs with care, and take pride in seeing her happiness bloom, no matter the source of that joy.

Sometimes, his fantasies went deeper. In his mind, he envisioned levels of intimacy that redefined the boundaries of conventional love. At its simplest, he would be her doting companion, always there to support her, even as she sought fulfillment elsewhere. At its most intense, he dreamed of relinquishing control entirely—becoming a figure of devotion whose purpose was to amplify her pleasure and elevate her life.

In this imagined world, he pictured himself shopping for her, preparing her meals, running her errands—all while she reveled in the freedom to explore connections with others. There might be moments of playful teasing, perhaps even public displays of his devotion that others could see and smile at knowingly. For him, the humiliation wasn’t a burden; it was a badge of honor, a way to show just how far he would go to put her happiness first.

He envisioned it as a long-term partnership—a unique connection where she held the key, both metaphorically and literally. Her strength, her desires, her laughter—they were his guiding light. And if she wanted to take things further, he would follow her lead, embracing a life that others might not understand but that made perfect sense to them.

This wasn’t just a fantasy to him; it was a blueprint for a relationship built on unyielding devotion, radical honesty, and mutual satisfaction. It wasn’t for everyone, but he wasn’t looking for everyone. He was looking for the one—a woman bold enough to live her truth, to embrace her desires, and to let him be the steady foundation beneath her soaring wings.