Just to get this out of the way first, I'm 6', 195lbs, construction fit, traditionally handsome in person, long haired and big bearded. I'm not the full on dadbod with a belly, but I'm not Jason Mimosa(sic) either. I am big and strong though. I can almost certainly pick you up, I say that with confidence. SFW Pics available, with potential for NSFW

I think I might be almost ready to settle down, but it's not fair to any future partners if I don't explore some of my persistent fantasies first. I fucking LOVE women, the female form, their shape, their mannerisms, their scent, everything about them. So much so that it'll take more than a penis to throw me off a woman I'm into. But I have made it this far without the opportunity to experience that first hand, and see how I really feel in practice. I feel terrible writing this, because it feels like objectification but I suppose some people are into that so maybe that works. In any case, I need to address these desires of mine.

Ultimately I need to be honest with myself and you to find the right partner for this. I could get an SW, but that won't answer my question. I need a face to face, no pressure drinks and maybe more hang out with somebody, and see where it goes. I also don't want to lead anybody on, so I don't want to fake an established interest in dating when I'm just figuring myself out, or just be a 'chaser' at the clubs. This is likely why it hasn't happened before. But it will not be a 'date'. It will ideally be a hook up, it will be me gaining a better understanding of myself and tbh probably giving some lackluster head while you're hopefully having a good time. OR maybe just a hang out where I get to meet somebody new and cool and that's as far as it goes.

If you're MTF, Cis CD, or any other femme identity and open to an NSA experiment with a very masculine straight guy trying to define exactly what that means to him, please reach out. I promise I'm much more handsome and charming than you would probably assume from this post, and I'm 100% about providing a safe space for anybody. I just wanna try some shit out, and I don't know the best or most respectable way to go about it, so here I am. If you made it this far, thanks. Now let's have some fun, ok? ;)