I’m shy and introverted. I have been sad, depressed and lonely for some quite some time now. My best friend and only friend that I have which is a female have been distancing herself because she has a boyfriend. I don’t have any friends besides her it’s really sad. She’s the only female I hangout/been with my whole life, I get nervous around girls.
I’m 29 Vietnamese/Chinese and she’s White 44 years old. Yes, you might wonder why such an age gap. Well, I met her in 2017 at the time she was 37 separated with 2 kids and I was 22. We met through an app we started hitting it off. I lost my virginity to her we have been having sex from 2017-2020 we had to stop because we were having feelings for each other, everytime we did it she was afraid I would get her pregnant because I was young and fertile( we had to get pregnant test whenever we had sex) also we knew it was impossible because of our age difference and she already has 2 kids and I wanted kids also. She taught me a lot of stuff not just sex but life experience as well. We still talk here and there. -if you want more to this story you can dm me
Im here looking for friends I don’t care if we have sex or not, I haven’t had sex since 2020 I think can survive, although I’m horny all the time (that’s what the left hand is for I guess)
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