I have dealt with having an extreme kink for most of my life that has had an impact on my relationships. This kink is in most peoples’ “limits” and is generally regarded as repulsive by most of the general population. This kink is scat.

Actually, I think I am able to make a pretty good case for this kink. I can talk about the appeal from many angles: the naturalistic, sensual, and intensely intimate sides all have their part to play in the many times I’ve tried to convince women in my years that it’s worth trying or at least seeing the value in.

Lately, though, I’ve begun to realize how off-putting this has been. I had my head stuck so far in the sands of this demented kink that I actually thought some attractive, self-respecting ladies might give it a whirl. Have I been successful? Not with anyone I can honestly say I’m attracted to.

And why would they? Why would any woman who has their pick of attention from any number of guys that aren’t wanting them to do super fucked-up, dirty, self-degrading things ever give me a chance? I can only imagine the amount of times I made someone secretly cringe in an effort to “be open minded” or not hurt my feelings.

I’m tired of that. I want to know exactly how bad, gross, and unappealing this kink is. I want to be told things that you’d rather do than engage in scat which don’t sound like great options themselves, but serve to underline just how terrible a desire this is. I want to be humiliated for something that I cannot control.

I am actually starting to get over this kink I think… its proliferation in my mind was a product of isolation from an LD relationship gone south and too much porn. But I have had over the years fairly successful sexual relationships when I left this part out of it. Go figure hey? So that is to say that I believe this humiliation and kink shaming is actually quite therapeutic to me. I wouldn’t mind it being packaged in a way that encourages a more healthy sexuality. I would ideally like to form an ongoing bond with someone either in person or online that attempts to stomp all over this kink while building something meaningful or at least consistent so that there is some weight behind your words AKA not just a random online trashing me. That being said, feel free to drop in and leave your trashing comments and nothing more. I deserve to hear it.

6’1 190 lb athletic Caucasian male from Toronto, Canada, engineering phd candidate and willing to show pictures in chat! Have a good day