I'm just gonna be completely honest, I'm 20, autistic, a virgin, and never had a relationship (of any kind) with a girl that lasted more than a couple of month. I tried putting myself out there on stuff like tinder and Facebook dating, but either I get a match that just never send a message even if they liked first (of course I send one, but don't get a reply) or it's just for an only fan. On the rare case I do start actually talking, I sense zero effort from the other person. Most of those ended because I try to wait and see if they would initiate a conversation after maybe a week of me doing it, and I never hear from them ever again. Is that wrong of me? Am I just horrible at dating or a bad guy without knowing it? I don't think I'm ugly, and nobody ever told me off on my appearance (pics on my profile) but can I be considered attractive?

Anyway, sorry for the rant, but yeah, I'm just sad and exhausted from putting so much energy into that and getting zero results, so I thought I'll come here and ask someone of the opposite gender. See if I'm doing it wrong, and maybe just try and talk to a girl for more than a week! I had a girl I went on a couple date with and talked to for like to month but the moment I slowed initiating (from everyday, to once every two day) I just saw she wasn't invested so it fizzled out.

Anyway anyway, that's what I want, or at least I think you could take it as such, but a bit about me. 20, autistic, 6 feet 2, 250lbs. I've worked my whole life on just trying to be comfortable in society, and these day, unless for specific things, you wouldn't notice I'm autistic if I didn't tell you. I love reading, that's my number one for as long as I remember, I like using my imagination, that be by just day dreaming, writing, designing stuff, cooking or playing DND. I like video games, tho I'm very much a casual gamer.im studying in tech. Currently in cégep, but haven't decided if I'm gonna continue to uni in engineering. I'm not shy and have no problem meeting new people, but I just don't like parties. I don't drink, smoke or anything else. My biggest vice is food, but even then, in the last couple of months, I've managed to make progress on that front. Oh, and I live on the north shore. I think that's enough? I've laid my heart out here, so if you've read up to here, thank you, even if you don't DM.