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I don't know why I write here. I'm in an extremely weird head space atm where even a just a slightly raised voice could make me cry.
Honestly, I'm not doing well. I'm just looking for some company. No dating, no flirting, no romance. I just want friends. Looking to be irreplaceable in someone's life to find some meaning in my own life. People have been letting me go as per their convenience so much so that I find myself all alone.
I'd like to think I have a good life. A decent job, a decent future, a decent family. But I don't think I've been truly happy in the last 3 or so years. Or the happiness has been relatively fleeting. I don't have anything much to complain about but lacking some stability in terms of companionship.
I'd like to think I'm a good kid. I know my career will be just fine but idk if I'll make it through life on the personal front. I've done everything right. Been nice to people, empathetic, compassionate, caring. But none of it seems to reciprocate to me. Very tired of the 'pick me' game. Want someone to want to choose me organically you know?
Hmu if you'd like to talk to someone nice but moody and slightly MIA. I know I'd love some company as I navigate through personal heartache. If someone knows to do any tarot card reading or anything similar for fun, I'd like for them to do a reading for me. Everything else you can know once we speak.
Please let me know if you're a guy or girl when you text me. And please don't be creepy. That's all I ask.
Currently listening to this song through tears, join me - https://open.spotify.com/track/6Kkt27YmFyIFrcX3QXFi2o?si=xXy983sJRquGefm-i9EOjQ&utm_source=copy-link
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