For more context I’m Asian (Filipino), 5ft, 46kg (last time I checked). I don’t exercise and am unemployed, and that’s why I’ve come here in the first place. I’d prefer someone my age or a few years older (up to 30 years old maybe), someone I can learn a lot from but wouldn’t be condescending when teaching me or talking to me. You don’t necessarily have to be book smart or anything like that, just a person with a lot of life experiences who can knock some sense into me LOL. That being said, I’d also be happy to offer my opinions/insights if you need advice about anything or just want someone to listen. I could even send you spicy pics if that's what you need or want.

Things I wanna be able to do with you if ever:

• Chatting - Haha, this goes without saying. I’d like if you can be attentive and a little clingy maybe. If being responsible for someone is your thing I’d be happy to be taken care of. Just don’t micromanage my health like telling me to eat, telling me to sleep and the basic stuff - it’s sweet, really, but I’m doing all those just fine. I’m not looking for another parent. We can vent or rant to each other too. I’d appreciate someone open-minded so I can be open to you about literally anything (my life story, secrets, random thoughts, kinks). Especially with sexual things too as I’m trying to discover that about myself still. I’d like if you were sensitive enough to know when it’s fun time or serious time when it comes to sexual topics.
• Voice/video calls - The latter would be less frequent, I’m in really bad shape and sometimes I don’t like how I look but I’m open to voice calls or voice messages, I’m trying to get used to speaking on calls anyway and easing through that social anxiety. We could also just do idle calls, both of us doing our own things in each other’s presence.
• Sending videos/pictures to each other - Like I said, I’m open to doing NSFW stuff like a two-way thing, I'm thinking we can do yours as like a reward system for me? Haha. Or vice versa if you want.
• Play games/work on hobbies - I don’t own a gaming PC (or a Windows PC at that) and so far all I’ve been playing is Stardew Valley on a Macbook, and games like Love and Deepspace. As for hobbies I do digital art (though I haven’t touched my drawing tablet in a while), I also have air dry clay I’ve been meaning to start with, I like to read sometimes and have made it a NY resolution to read one book per month, and I keep a journal/diary. We can do this occasionally together via calls or something.

I’m trying to turn my life around and it’s been difficult to admit this to myself for the longest time but it’s hard to find motivation alone. I know there’s healthier ways to cope with this that doesn’t involve me being dependent on others but I just really need another person right now. I don’t want to ask this of people that I already know or already know me because I feel it’ll work better for me if it’s someone who’s new. Posting on here is almost a last resort thing for me to do but I could really use someone to help me stay on track right now, help make me feel a sense of purpose. I’d love to be your accountability friend too if or when you need it, and I’m okay if you just wanna feel like being responsible for someone else (maybe that’s a coping mechanism of your own) - either way works for me. I can be good company too.

Sorry if it’s a long post, I just wanted to be as transparent as possible. Please DM me! A picture of you would be nice too haha.