Hellooooo

I'm the nerdy turbo virgin kind of basement-dwelling goblin, which I mean - what I am trying to say is I spend a lot of time at home... on the computer... sometimes looking at uh porn. Needless to say, I could use some "feminine companionship" because living the neckbeard lifestyle... makes it hard to... you know, talk to women? Especially without uh... making either one of us uncomfortable... and so I would really love to have someone I can hang out with everyday who is 18 that I click with.

As for me, I'm on break for college. Not to make it awkward, but emmm... I'm depressed and anxious, and unofficially but very probably (according to two professionals) autistic, which makes socializing frustrating. It does not help that my only few "hobbies" right now are watching youtube, working on my future business, masturbating to stuff you've never even thought of as possible, and... talking to people... from reddit? I'm watching a couple horror movies with someone too, although, I have not seen barely anything growing up. Like I will probably surprise you with how little I've seen. Same with a lot of subscription based TV shows, or anime. I have a bunch I want to watch with someone though. I love fucked up stuff and horror. I like fnaf too, and I've been watching random challenge videos on youtube so there's that.

I am also trying to lose weight, like I think I'm 6lbs away from being at a normal bmi (adjusted for a wide frame)??? Besides fnaf I liked watching other games on youtube like plants vs. zombies, I had a small postal phase, binding of isaac, and idk super mario 64 or whatever other video game iceberg is in my youtube feed? I like dark trap music, speedruns, roguelites when I used to game a lot more, eating healthier, and being an emotional drama queen at times, although, I'm guessing most of that probably doesn't mean anything to you lol.

I honestly just want a friend who doesn't mind me being a pervert. Am open to relationships too, but I'm not expecting it, just kinda putting it out there because that's how I happened to meet my ex lol. Anyways, I didn't mention this yet, but I would like this to take place over discor voice calling. I was going to mention that earlier but I forgorrrr...

Anyways anyways, feel free to hmu if you're open to something like this. Who knows, maybe we'll click :)