Thought my last post would definitely be my last but back here again. This is more of a self realization rant rather than anything else but always happy to see what comes out of this post. I'm just here to see if either anyone else has experienced what I'm going through or more. Essentially the reasons why I was kinda done with finding friends on reddit was because I thought I found the most amazing people to call friends, yet I still found myself feeling extremely lonely. Don't get me wrong, there's a lot of amazing connections I found on here and also there's so much love in my life that I've come to adore & appreciate yet I don't know what it is that I'm lacking that I feel this way. I'm wondering if it's a lack of physical touch, or the missing feeling of a companionship, or is it just love, or maybe something deeper? I don't know what it is & yet I don't think I've found the person who also understands this feeling either. Anyways, I love the people I've met so far even if some connections are gone but I'd love to explore & see where these feeling are at once I meet more people. Nothing specific, but if something arises out of any connections then I'd be happy to go forward with it. Be it as friends or more. Be it sfw or nsfw, but it simply depends on the person.

I don't want to repeat basic information about me so if you're curious, everything about me are on old posts on this subreddit and be found through my profile. Yes, I am Southeast Asian, and I'm located in the Bay Area. Thanks for reading my rants and sad thoughts. Hope yalls have a happy holidays R4R & stay safe wherever you are! (: