Former party girl to now holistic plant-based running girl just looking to talk to someone while I stretch and try to do work today. And then run again in the afternoon.
I don’t drink / do drxgs anymore so I’m often reading lots of books. I just finished Yellow by Don Lee, and starting All About Love by Bell Hooks for fun. I love gritty Asian American / POC books.
I am running a half marathon at the end of the month and this training is going to end me I swear to god. Why do I do this? Because when I gave up all the vices, I started to get bored and took too many hot girl walks and realized all my friends still wanted to drink and do drxgs.
I guess I’m fairly lonely nowadays and all my friends who I took to pilates once kinda gave up on it to party meanwhile I’m taking private pilate classes to fight my demons. I realized I felt hotter when I was drunk all the time, nowadays I’m always at a constant dopamine war in my head.
I tell myself that all I need is a vacation but I’m too lazy to book, or my body isn’t ready, or my Pilates instructor will think I’m lazy.
Anyways I hope that’s enough to resonate with any of you. I’m just lonely because the worst version of myself was when I was the most popular and now I’m getting shit together and no one wants to hang Lmao
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