Hi all,

Physically, I stand at 6'2", with a caucasian heritage, and I take pride in maintaining my health and well-being. My clean-shaven beard is a defining feature, often reflecting my desire for a neat and tidy appearance.

I'm writing this message with a mix of nervousness and anticipation, hoping to connect with someone who might understand the complexity of my situation. It's not easy to put into words, but I'm seeking a connection that goes beyond the ordinary, a chance to share the love and affection that I've been yearning to give.

In my marriage, things have become complicated. Despite my best efforts, I'm not enough for my wife. I've struggled with feelings of inadequacy, especially when it comes to physical intimacy. It's a sensitive topic, but I believe in being upfront and honest. I have found out that she is cheating on me, and she is just manipulating me and continuously hurting me

I must admit, before marrying my wife, I didn't have much experience with women. But since then, I've discovered a world of desires and fantasies that I long to explore. I want to experience the beauty and intricacy of physical connection in ways that I never thought possible.

So here I am, reaching out to you with an open heart and a willingness to be vulnerable. I'm not looking for anything casual or superficial. Instead, I want to connect with someone who appreciates the depth of what I'm seeking – someone who understands the importance of mutual respect, trust, and clear communication.

I want to spend a night giving all the love and affection that's been pent up inside of me, longing to be shared. I envision moments of tenderness, intimacy, and connection, with nothing expected in return. Just two souls coming together in a moment of shared understanding and genuine affection.

I want to massage, caress, and adore every part of a woman in ways that I've never been able to before. It's something my wife doesn't want from me, but I can't deny the desires burning within me, urging me to explore and experience all that love has to offer.

If you're reading this and it resonates with you in any way, I'd love to hear from you. Let's start a conversation and see where it leads us. No expectations, no judgments – just two individuals exploring the possibility of connection and understanding in a world that often feels disconnected.

Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you can understand my position and the love I want to give.