I am F-21 Hong Konger and have a great passion on sports . Especially for basketball that I have been playing on and off since year 6.

Originally one of my university club organise a 3 VS 3 basketball competition on this Sunday . On the application page , it is said :

….”Form a group by yourself or join alone which we will assign a group for you “ . So I was excited to be assigned into groups because none of my female friends ( or any male friend I know ) are into basketball . Been waiting for the day comes joyfully and not until today (2 days away from the event ) , I got notified from the event that “ unfortunately we cannot assign groups for you “ .

To me, the reason why I am playing on and off for the past 10 years was of traumatic experiences . I got bullied during year 8 in a basketball competition and I could never forgot the scar . Even though I am trying my best to pick up scattered of me afterwards , Whenever I was at the court , my basketball performance was somehow affected by recalling the painful event . To add on , I think this time the organisation of this Sunday event was a mess and supposingly they promised me I would be assigned in a team . This further exacerbate my wounds and my confidence drop again and don’t know if I would ever pick up this sports in future .

I understand basketball is pretty much imbalance in sex . And in my life time , I have never met a single girl which was in love with basketball . I would appreciate if anyone out there could bring me out of this darkness .