One day I’m fine and then the next day I’m consumed by my own loneliness.

Technically I’ve always been alone, I’ve experienced all sorts of love, the love of a family member, the love of a friend, the love of a pet, but I’ve never truly experienced the love of a significant other.

I’ve lived a vast majority of my life quietly miserable, never ever truly happy with the person I was. I’d smile on the outside yet continuously be-little and mentally abuse myself on the inside because of how I looked, because of how I assumed society viewed me and because of experiences and interactions I had with people in my past. However, these last couple of years… I’ve been hard at work on myself, physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally trying to undo the internal trauma I personally created. I’ve reached a point in my life where I am now genuinely happy and mostly at peace and as much as I’ve really grown to really enjoy my own company and the company I keep, from a romantic sense it gets really f*cking lonely over here.

The vicious world of dating is rough, trying to socialise with new people as adults isn’t easy and trying to find love in a world where instant gratification is enough can be frustrating.

Don’t get me wrong I understand love takes time, but when you’re lying in a queen size bed, on a Friday evening, completely alone, wondering why men would rather bed you instead of wanting to get to know you or why men you’re interested in cough gym crush cough leave you on read. You start to contemplate why. Is it me?

The one thing I crave is that person, my person, the one who I can do life with, go on adventures with, learn lessons from… my person who is ready to enjoy every moment we have together, ready to create memories and share all things good and bad.

But alas, these things take time, time that keeps moving, never stopping for anyone or anything.

So… if you’re ready to take a leap of faith with me, to learn about one another, open your heart, share your vulnerabilities & open to the idea of falling madly, deeply and truly in love. Then jump, I promise to catch you in my dms.

Because I’m so ready to start dating… let’s go for dinner or maybe let’s jump out of a plane, how adventurous are you 😏