I'm Rikki. I'm fairly simple, and I'm a student. This post is because out of all my other posts, I've met people who I would consider friends but might not be romance material. Especially since I know myself, and I know I'm pretty picky. If you only read this much and wanna message, I have a pic on my profile since importing one to a post is really just not a vibe.
But you know what else isn't a vibe? Searching for so long I get disillusioned with the idea of romance. I'm 23, and I love video games. I still live with my parents because they're very generous. Move along if that's an issue for you.
Now, since people seem to underestimate my memory issues, let me be clear: they're not going away. They never will. It's tiring trying to find romance when I'm not sure where I stand with my partner because I can't remember the past day, hour, whatever. But hey, at least it comes with a package deal!
In all seriousness, Dissociative Identity Disorder is hell. I'm scared that I've done something I don't know about every time I black out and come back.
I'm looking for the Steve to my Robin in a sense, someone I can just be me around. I'm personally not interested in (most) guys, but the majority of people in my head are. So I shut up and go along, and it's worked in the past.
Just about me personally, though, I guess I'll get some shit out of the way. I'm picky but I'm one of the least judgemental people I know, and my friends can attest I'm very stubborn about giving people chances. I stream, mainly Wizard101, along with three of the other alters (Alpha, Drake, and Breeze). I love music, particularly work by Aurlilio Voltaire, The Raven Age, and Citizen Soldier. I like TV and movies (Favorite movie is National Treasure, favorite TV show is The Good Place). I'm going to see Bodies Bodies Bodies after I post this since it's taking quite a while to write.
My favorite video games are Left 4 Dead 2, Trials Fusion, and Smite. Favorite board games consist of Sorry, Small World. Then there's Dungeons and Dragons.
If I had to compare myself to a fictional character, I'd probably be a Benjamin Franklin Gates from National Treasure so... There's that?
I'm looking for someone to weather the storm with, to keep me in my lane if I start to drift, and all I ask is that you message me or something and just see what happens.
I'm so exhausted with the process of trying to find a mate, a forever-person to call my own, that I'm thinking about giving up. I'm not gonna cause I'm stubborn, but with my issues ranging from Crohn's Disease to DID to hearing loss... I'm wondering if I should give up on finding romance. English isn't needed as a language btw. I'll try to piece together whatever's been said as best I can no matter what language it's in.
Also, everyone is looking for a relationship and we all have one forever person, ideally. The body's. Mine. Ykno?
Also, I just wanna say that I'm far too chaotic for simplicity.
My apologies if the spoiler below doesn't work as intended. I'm sorry if it doesn't. It's a copy paste of a previous post because I'm too tired to be creative about it all.
Seeing Fall in like 20 btw.
Rosalee Seeking Monroe
If you get the reference we'll get along. Don't waste your time reading this and just message me with your favourite type of Wesen
-A-
To give others an opportunity, I'm writing this.
I'm a drama major at a university in my city, a huge theme park geek, and I LOVE movies and TV. My favourite TV show is Grimm. I'm an actress by trade.
I also have a love for travel and experiencing other cultures! It's a fairly genetic travel bug, as my whole family loves to travel. My favourite place that I've been to is probably Greece, as I love the culture and the nightlife since it's so different than where I'm at.
I also enjoy video games, and my favourite one as of this moment is Wizard101, followed by Phasmophobia. Fable 2 will also always have a special place in my heart, as will Mad Dash.
On another note, I have serious memory issues and therefore will probably ask about things multiple times.
If I sound at all interesting to you, feel free to message me or use chats! Longer messages are harder for me to focus on and read occasionally, but I don't mind them at all. Just understand that it might take me a little longer to get back to you if you choose to send a big message/chat!
If you've got no idea what to talk about, feel free to ask me about my job or something of the sort. Or even my memory issues, since I'm pretty open about them.
A face gets a face btw, just to save the trouble of it all.
PS: I'm brutally honest and tend not to have too much of a filter, so keep that in mind.
-R-
This is MY addition to this stuff. My memory issues are caused by Dissociative Identity Disorder. It'll be mentioned again below.
The letters denote different alters, there's 9 and you'll hear from 3 of us. The first A is Alpha, then there's me (Rikki) and then Ambrosia.
So... I'm a theme park nerd too, but my favorite movie is National Treasure and my favorite TV series is currently The Good Place. I stream for a living, meaning I keep odd hours and sleep at odd times. From what I've seen, everyone tries to keep it up. I'm proud of that fact, and we're all very open about the DID. Ambrosia ain't gonna be here to write the next bit, it'll be a copy paste that's better written than either my bit or Alpha's. I like to chat and answer questions, sorry about that. Don't like asking them though.
Also, I dunno if Alpha's but said it above, I'm not good with long points of text with no line breaks (which is why I prefer if you wanna type a lot you use the method of typing it all out but sending it in one to two or three messages if need be! Longer form typers are welcome, but those responses will be responded to by me last. Just a hint. The other alters don't have the headache issue.) but I stream for a living and
-Ambr- Hello, I'm Ambrosia (or Amber), and was diagnosed with DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) sometime last year (I think?). Essentially, DID is a condition where a person's personality doesn't cohesively form due to childhood trauma being too extreme. What this means for me is that I have completely different people running around in my head and body when I don't know about it. I get bouts of lost time, memories lost to abnormal dissociation, and PTSD symptoms such as flashbacks. In general. Other alters (the other people in my skull) have other symptoms, more pronounced symptoms of certain things such as PTSD and social anxiety.
I'm happy to help anybody who wishes to learn learn more about the disorder, and my DMs are always open if you need any sort of support. I've got a morbid sense of humor, don't tend to play games, and love the psychology of cults and serial killers because it's always evolving and there's always more to learn about the human brain. When I was a kid, I cannot speak for anyone else in the system, I wanted to be a mortician. That didn't work and now I'm studying drama at my state university. Currently, I work as a professional mermaid, voice over artist, author, and aspiring magician. Don't ask about the things on this list that aren't the mermaid to me, it'll be awkward. I can explain the basics but nothing really beyond that.
-Authors Note-
It's Alpha right now, despite what the above sections might say.
I'm open to educating others, if asked, and am purrfectly fine with longer messages. I also am looking for romance, but friendship is welcome as well.
-ACTUAL AUTHORS NOTE-
YO so the above authors note is old but I'm keeping it in to help with personality and stuff of the sort.
And yes, I know it's bad form to copy/paste my ass off on these subs but I'm honestly almost at the point of.. no.. I've reached the point of flirting with chatters on my streams.
There's 9 idiots total in my head, and I'll go over a quick thing of the other 6 that didn't write stuff just so ya have some explanation for them and can maybe jive with them if they front.
Breeze - Sweet and caring, artist and helpful by nature. Not a pushover, it won't go well if you try. Drake - uhh tbh idk if anyone knows much of anything about Drake other than he's a vampire that's got some massive denial of species dysphoria going on. Eden - book nerd. Hates lord of the rings. Burrowing owl, shy, doesn't really like people. Favorite book series is Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Dude. Percy - Likes cooking and stage magic. Also dungeons and dragons. He's a DM Mist - author, yeah no. Can't say much about her since idk much about her. Shadow - uhhh.... I know they're a theme park nerd in their own right, if that counts?
But yeah that's a short little thing about the family I got living in my head.
Apologies cause this has gotten wayyy long but my creativity is sapped and I need to go eat something before streaming a bit.
Please note that I'm on mobile mostly on Reddit. But also by now I should have a selfie on my profile. I'm not sure if I do.!<
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