I've been rejected and thrown away by everyone in my life. I've just been replaced again by someone younger, cuter, and more fun so I'm on my own again. I feel like I've forgotten how to smile, I haven't genuinely smiled in so long. I'm feeling as worthless as I'm told that I am every day. It would be great if someone had a small amount of extra love and care to share with me.

A little more about me: I am still living with my roommate for now. I'm not on the street or anything, and I am not asking for money either so please don't think this is that kind of post. I am in desperate need of a new place to live but I am here looking for someone to talk to and get to know, hopefully meet in person and spend some one on one time with. I am not looking for a specific type of relationship either, I am open to anything from just a hookup one time, regularly, friend with benefits, maybe even an exclusive relationship or more can come from this post. All I know now is that I've felt worthless for so long I want to feel like I am someone's whole world for just a little while. I am 29, 5' 3" and weigh about 140-150 pounds. I am white and have shoulder-length dark brown hair and brown eyes. I don't think I'm very attractive. I'm not really in shape. I just lost a lot of weight, about 110 pounds in the last year without much exercise, so I have a lot of loose skin and I'm kind of weak but I'm working to regain that strength and tone in my body to look healthy again. I have a lot of scars on my body as well, mainly from bad acne when I was younger (I still have acne now as an adult but not nearly as bad). I'm extremely shy to the point that I sometimes literally have crippling social anxiety. My roommate right now WAS my only friend and he even says I can't function normally in front of people. All of these things make me extrenely self-conscious. Enough negative things, there are some positives about me too. I haven't done any of these in so long, but I love to be outside, hiking to see beautiful views from up high or just relaxing at the park on a nice day, and my dogs love it too. I have two wonderful dogs that I couldn't love any more if I tried. Eddie is an almost year old dachshund with a big personality. He will be sure to tell you when you have something he wants, especially if it's food. He is a sweetheart, and loves to snuggle next to you under a blanket. Ruby is a monster. She is a six month old Australian Shepard with enough energy you might think she ate pure caffeine for breakfast each morning. She loves Eddie and she loves her toys. I also have hobbies like the usual: video games, baking, I like cooking, puzzles, board games and growing house plants. I also love to smoke weed.

My life has been very difficult for me. No matter how hard I try I just can't seem to get ahead. I have lost all of my confidence, self-worth, and more. I hope I can meet someone who can help me. I realize I probably left a lot of holes and areas to question. I am more than happy to answer any and all of your questions. I'm looking forward to a message from you 😊.

Oh and please please be local to Seattle (I live in Burien just south of Seattle) because I would love to meet in person sometime. Hopefully soon! Thanks for reading!

If this post seems familiar, it's because it is. If you messaged me before, I very likely didn't read it because I fell into a very deep depression. Please send me another quick message if you are still interested. I did not purposely leave anyone out.