Sorry this is long! looking for date gone wrong cnc

Me: 5'4, White, 120lbs

Limits: Bodily Fluids, Anal, Permanent Injury/Marks

You: Fairly large size difference to me, can host in portland, around for the holidays, under 38

Additional info: Condoms must be worn, I am not comfortable sharing face pics so would want to meet in public before any scene to confirm identities. I am very inexperienced when it comes to sex -- not a virgin but about as close as you can get without being one (all to say I may bleed a little upon penetration) so if this is a deal breaker please don't reach out.

What I'm looking for: Date gone wrong situation where there is a struggle (not looking for something that focuses only on emotional manipulation)

I'm thinking it can play out like us meeting at a bar or coffee shop. We click but realize the place we picked closes 30 mins after we arrive. You invite me back to your place where you tell me to grab a seat on the couch as you get me a glass of water. Once you come back you take a seat right next to me and hand me the cup. You then place your hand on my thigh.

It's low down enough that it's not something I can call out, but I still tense. We continue talking and I almost forget about it until your hand moves closer to the end of my skirt, thumb brushing my upper thigh, toying between over the clothing and underneath.

I tell you that I'm not comfortable and you remove your hand and apologize, only for it to return a few minutes later. This time I try to get up, saying I have to leave. You grab a wrist and pin me down on the couch and you taking what you want.

Maybe you use a tie to keep my hands together. Maybe restraints are used to keep my legs still. Regardless, I’d like to be able to struggle against you as we do this scene.

If this sounds interesting, please send me a message with a description of what you look like & if we both vibe we can set something up. Also would love if you’d send the name of a bar for our “date” so I know you’re in the area.