I don’t know if you are still out there. Maybe you left reddit entirely or maybe life got in the way. It’s been a while since we’ve last talked. I miss chatting and it’s funny to think we met off a sexting post. You might not ever see this but if you do, I hope you know you can always contact me. I’m just a message away.
I’m also writing this as closure for myself. I feel like I might not ever get an answer from you since I haven’t heard from you in a while. I’m hurt and confused but more than that I’m worried about you. You’ve been through so much and I’m scared. I’m scared you decided to do what you said. Please don’t. I hope you are still alive. I hope you ghosted me instead.
There’s still a part of me that wants you to message back. Just to reassure me that you breathing and doing okay. In the very off chance you might ever read this, I wanted to end this post by thanking you. Thank you for being kind to me. Thank you for making me laugh and thank you for revealing bits of yourself to me. It was a pleasure to know you.
I wish we could have met in person though. Even just once.
Edit: 3 months have passed since we have last spoken and I’ve come to accept that this relationship is over. It’s the internet after all (although these things do happen irl) and despite wanting to reconnect, I was unable to and need to move on with my life. I wish him all the best regardless. I wish we could have been friends irl.
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