Hello :)

I am a chubby 5'9" white guy with long fluffy brown hair, a somewhat atypical sense of genitals, big booty butt, and glasses.

So um, I might have autism and ptsd, so I'm looking to find someone I am compatible with sexually and tactily (like touch-wise). It's okay to be blunt and ask for details about the mental health stuff. I have very little irl experience with women lol, but even though I hate this phrase, I can "hold a conversation." Regardless, if I'd hype myself up over anything, it'd be that some people think I am cute because of my quiet monotone voice, my whimpers, and blushing.

This isn't a sexuality thing by any means, I like all body types, but I think I'd feel more comfortable with a petite kind of body type interacting with me. I think if my first time is with me being bigger than the other person, then maybe it'd feel a lot more cathartic. It's like a feeling-accepted and escaping day to day masculinity thing, idk.

We can talk about, and I'd hope you would talk about, consent, aftercare, how we communicate, boundaries, expectations, risks, and negotiating how we enjoy our play. I will probably be open to you touching my whole body and putting fingers in any orifice(s) you'd like (or not). I think I kind of just want to feel like a toy but also get that feeling I have been lacking for a long time.

Off-topic, but I have this fantasy of being the little spoon while watching a nature documentary or something and being groped in my pelvis region from behind, and then I'd probably push my butt into you pretty tightly tbh just because I am easily stimulated.

I just want you to be 18 and make me feel safe, and then the rest is just I'll see how I feel as I get comfortable with you. By the way, I can't host. Public play seems like a legally bad idea. I'm cool with traveling to a hotel or your place or whatever.

Thank you for reading :)

I'd love to chat and see where things lead!