Well this is kinda embarrassing but whatever :/. So for as long as I can remember, I've been a Domme. Yesterday I've had one of my subs over and made him make me feel good pretty much all day. Long story short, I sucked him off for being a good boy, sent him home and then took out my largest dildo. I relaxed in bed and started working on myself pretty roughly because by that point I've been teased and stimulated for hours without any penetration.

Anywho, I closed my eyes to imagine a session from the past where I Dommed a couple and suddenly (really, don't ask me how, I have no idea where this came from) my mind switches to a furry like creature on top of me completely ravaging me. I was kinda perplexed, I never imagined anything close to this ever before, but at that point I was so insanely turned on by the situation being completely helpless at the bottom I just sunk into my bed and let it happen. The creature was forcing itself into both my holes with all its might alternatingly and I tried to copy my imagination as good as I could with my big toy. I think this only went on for 30 seconds, maybe 1 minute max and then I had one of the most intense orgasms I can remember in a looong time. I moaned, screamed in pain and pleasure, my blankets, sheets, everything a complete mess. My pussy was aching, twitching and pulsating all at the same time and my whole body shaking all over for a good 10 minutes afterwards.

Soo...yeah. Here I am on the next day, no idea what to make of that experience. All I know is I can't stop thinking about it, craving that feeling again but also completely bewildered and no clue what's going on. Already had to change my panties 2 times today. I can't stop getting the feeling and pictures out of my head, the fear and pain but also intense pleasure of being savagely stretched out. Honestly, I have no idea why I'm even posting this, maybe I just wanted to share with someone? Maybe something similar ever happened to you? Maybe you know what's going on? Help......pleeeease?