I don't typically (or ever) look for younger guys. But I think I'm going through a midlife crisis, so don't judge me too hard.
I'm 34, I went to SMU from 2009 to 2014 as an undergraduate, and 2014-2016 as a graduate student.
I grew up in Plano, I met a man almost 50 years older than me when I was an undergraduate, we got married and I started graduate school. We bought a house and had what was a very stereotypical gay life: Older white top, younger Asian bottom, living in the suburbs with lots of cats. And then my husband got sick and after a long illness he passed away last year.
I've been a hermit for the past year, barely seeing my friends, never seeing my parents who disowned me decades ago, and not meeting anyone new. But I'm tired of being alone with my cats.
Maybe it's the trauma of being a widow(er?). Maybe it's the trauma of being almost 35, when 30 is "gay death" for bottoms. Maybe it's because I used to be 130lb and now I'm 185lb when I'm only 5'7". Maybe it's just everything all at once. I don't think I would jump into a relationship with someone younger. But maybe something just fun and light that lets me relive my days at SMU. I think that's when I was truly the happiest in my life, being able to get away from my parents and experience being myself for the first time. And I never got to hook up or date in college because I met one man who spoiled me and that was it for me. So maybe now is when I'd be able to experience being face down and ass up for some college guys to use?
Anyway, if this basket case sounds like something you might want to have fun with, send me a message.
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