Not sure what I’m looking for, honestly. Was married for many years to a much older man, now widowed and been celibate ever since.
Sometimes I miss sex, and I miss the reckless anonymous stuff from my youth. But then I come to my senses and it all disgusts me. Maybe it’s because I’m in my mid-30s now and I’ve just aged out of that type of fun.
Sometimes I miss being married, and I miss having that one person. But then I remember I used to think I was honestly too young to be married to someone so much older, and even at 34, I’m still not old enough to be married again to someone in retirement.
Maybe I want to meet someone my age. Maybe I want to go in the complete other direction and meet someone younger. Or maybe I just know what I like and would like to meet someone older again.
Basics: 34, Asian, ex-twink, now over 30 and chubby, a bottom so don’t expect me to top ever.
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