Posted this last night, have to repost it now with the M4F tag because the amount of disgusting messages that I got yesterday was insane. Just because somebody puts M4R in their title doesn't mean they immediately want to have sexual interactions with men, the amount of unwanted sexual messages that I got from men demanding that putting M4R in your post means you have to have sex with them was insane.

Am I opposed to sex? Of course not. But I'm heterosexual.

And that's not really the primary purpose of my post, I'm incredibly sad and emotionally vulnerable and just want to whine invent to somebody about the love of my life leaving and how I've been sad for the past year since she left.

What exactly do I want? I don't really know, my unhealthy coping mechanisms have always been trying to find people on random apps and websites to get meaningless sex and attention and affection, but honestly at this point I just don't want to be alone. She was the only person I had.

I know people aren't really keen on holding or cuddling strangers, but that's what I really need, but I know that's not possible really because nobody really wants to pretend to give affection and attention to somebody only for them to be crying and whining over somebody who left them.

So yeah, if you're still somehow reading this far down I'll tell you about myself; physically I'm 5'5, dark brown hair, brown eyes, glasses, white, kind of nerdy looking overall, average build, short. Personality-wise, I'm pretty quiet, awkward, not very good at talking, introverted but still like to talk to people and be around people. I have a sort of 'submissive' personality, as in all the relationships I've ever been in my female companion has been the dominant character in that relationship, yeah it can be sexual for me but it's mostly just who I am as a person, I just want to be held and coddled and loved.

Really doubt anybody is going to respond to this, and even if they do I really doubt anybody is going to want to talk and or hang out. But if you do just message me.

Hope to hear from somebody soon.