I lost the love of my life just before the pandemic landed, and the pain of grief and loneliness of isolation are taking their toll.
I really don’t know what I’m looking for other than some company. Virtual at first, then maybe moving to physical if there’s enough attraction and trust between the two of us.
Maybe we’ll just talk, or play video games together. Maybe it’ll be like an affair without the guilt. I won’t be ready for anything serious for a long time, but other than that, I really don’t know.
Given the nature of this I’m going to be vague on details about myself, other than to say that one of the things that made me feel best this entire time is making other people feel good about themselves, and I get a lot of looks for a guy my age, but I’m not for everyone. I’m only interested in women/AFAB people at the moment, but I’m kink- and queer-friendly, strongly feminist, and sex positive. I’m happy to share more with anyone interested after we’ve chatted for a bit.
If you’re just looking for dick pics, please move on. Yeah I’m thirsty, but I’d like to get to know someone a bit first. I’d like to enter the room before my dick does. Which I guess means I’ll have to enter the room backwards, but that’s not really what I was getting at.
And in the off chance someone I know sees me and recognizes who I am from all of this, please be discreet and respect my privacy. If you know me, you know how much I loved and will always love my wife, and I’ll be mourning her for the rest of my life.
But the loneliness is killing me.
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