TLDR; my name is Devin and I'm a 21 year old male who lives in Massachusetts. I'm looking to branch out and sort of explore what I can learn from other people, I've always been somewhat of a recluse and add on depression and I naturally have very little experience with women. I'd like to meet someone in person who I can really connect with, but I also understand that that's asking for a lot.

I guess I should really go into detail about who I am and how my depression is manifested, welp here goes nothing.

I'm an average red hair 5'6" 130 lb man who in my opinion looks so normal it's abnormal. If I had to describe my face I'd say thin and bland, but that's enough self deprecating humor, I was told that just sounds like insulting yourself when it's done through text. My personality is that of a quiet jokester, I tend to be very shy and not really an outgoing person, but when you talk to me, I'm either incredibly serious and doesn't show any emotion or just cracking jokes at anything that seems slightly funny. I figure if I throw enough darts I'll eventually hit a bullseye. I like to do all sorts of things for fun, and even more with friends. One of my favorite things to do is to watch a movie or anime or show and just pick it apart at every inch, questioning why someone does this or how the logic of the movie makes any sense. Honestly this could be basically every date and I'd be happy, surprisingly though, I don't like watching movies alone. I play video games, but I often see this less as a hobby and more of a time killer, only problem is that I'm often killing more time then I'm letting live, so... Yeah. I love board games and DND though, if you enjoy board games as well, then I'm already in love because I'm basically an only child (I have two siblings but that's neither here nor there) and I've always loved board games, but my mother doesn't lol, it results in me begging for months only for it to be a lackluster experience because she doesn't like it. Also Monopoly is a killer, fuck Monopoly that game is toxic as hell and makes me toxic when my mother refuses to trade with me but has no problem trading with my sister! I'm still upset about that one, that's why Monopoly sucks. I also like disc golf but I don't play it nearly as often as I should, especially now that it's getting colder.

My depression manifests in the simplest way of just making me real sad and not wanting to do anything, I've been working through it for a few years, and I think between the therapy and the medication I'm finally at a point where I'm stable enough to really put myself out there and get my heart crushed by you. Some days are hard, but all in all I'm able to operate a mostly normal life nowadays, and I consider that a feat. My confidence is still weak at best, but that's ok, we are working on it. I don't care if you have mental health problems or not, if you don't I'd love to answer any questions you have about them, even if that's the only reason you messaged me, and if you do, well hello there brother/sister, I can answer any questions you'd like, yes even if that's the only reason you messaged me.

I'm an open book and despite being a little shy, a real people person, so I'd love to get to know you and explore well getting to know each other. Ummm... I can't think of anything else that seems important, if you can feel free to ask. Talk to you soon!